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Flood
When it rains like this you know for sure that river's going to
flood its banks again, because where else is the water going to
go but wide, spilling across my little apron of land here where
the river takes a jog, going wide and deep until it seems one more
drop and my whole world's going to wash away, that's how close,
that's when it stops, the sky clears, floodwater all runs downstream
and overnight something miraculous happens, wake in the morning
to a profound miracle, like the time I woke and looked out and it
seemed like my whole riverbank was paved with shimmering silver,
well, I grabbed my boots, ran down there in my nightgown and what
do you think it was but millions of tiny little fish, beaching themselves,
gasping out their last words, little "O"s of surprise,well,
what could I do but go and gather up all my buckets and my wheelbarrow
and go down there and pick them all up, the ones the crow hadn't
already got to, and go through my garden with a basket of seed corn
and a long stick, planting just like Squanto taught the Pilgrims
to do the year they had that first Thanksgiving, you know, one seed,
one fish, one hole? Of course it took me the best part of a week,
and wasn't I glad when the last of those fish had a proper burial,
but that corn grew to be the tallest anyone around here had ever
seen, ten, fifteen feet tall, some of it, with ears like watermelon,
and folks around here still talk about the year I grew that corn
so tall, but I never told them how I did it, I never gave away my
secret because it kind of felt like a pact, or maybe a test, and
maybe I passed it, because the next time we had a flood, the morning
after the water went down, I looked out and my riverbank was all
shimmering silver again. Well, this time I got ready. I got dressed,
gathered up all my buckets and my wheelbarrow, went down there and
as I got closer I saw that, no, that wasn't any fish. That riverbank
was covered with twenty-dollar bills. Can you imagine? And all I
could think was-well, aren't I lucky that I have all these buckets
and this wheelbarrow? And I filled them all up, two, three times
over, some of them, which is a lot of twenty dollar bills,it took
me the best part of a week just to wash the mud off them there in
my kitchen sink, and rinse them, hang them out on the clothesline
with clothespins to dry, run the iron over them because they got
a little wrinkled, but when I was done, they looked as good as new,
and I had a stack of twenty dollar bills enough to stuff a mattress
with if I wanted to, and maybe I wanted to, maybe I didn't. I'm
not saying that's what I did with them. Just that the next time
it started raining like it wasn't ever going to stop, I got that
kind of Christmas feeling, like you know something really wonderful
is about to happen and you know you might scare it off if you think
about it too much but it's really wonderful and you can't stop thinking
about it and you know you might scare it off if you think about
it too much but it's really wonderful and you can't stop thinking
about it and you know you might scare it off if you think about
it too much but it's really wonderful,you know that feeling? Well,
that was the year it rained and rained and rained. Days and days
of rain and high water, my back porch steps walked out into a little
eddy for days and days and days, and me feeling all Christmassy
and wishing I just knew the end of the story and it would be over
for days and days and days and days and days and days.Finally there
was a day when my back porch steps walked out into dry land again
and that night was the longest night of my life. That night was
as long as most weeks would be if you went a week without sleeping,
but I waited. I waited until I could see that the sun was up full
and shining on that riverbank before I peeked open the blinds, looked
out and what do you think it was sitting there on that riverbank
looking just like in the showroom except for a little water running
out the bottom of the doors, but that blue Pontiac. Same one you
see sitting in the drive. Not a scratch on it. North Carolina plates,figure
that out. Key in the ignition. Started right up. Of course it was
the best part of a week before the mud firmed up to where I could
budge her but after that I drove that car everywhere, probably would
be driving her right now if it weren't for that flat tire, but no
matter, radio works fine, I like to sit in the car and listen to
the radio, get the weather report, but you know when it rains like
this I don't need a weather report to know for sure that river's
going to flood.
©1998 Annie Gallup
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